Wednesday, July 31, 2002
anyway, i change the layout!
ini harusnya nanti buat yang versi 7 tapi gue suka jadi, bodo gue pake aja...

posted at 5:27:53 PM


HP gue di-blok!!!!
mungkin karena belon bayar kali yah??
tapi tetep aja gue gak terima!
mana besok telpon mati lagih!
AAAAAAAAAAA!!
woyy, yang di oz buruan pulang donkk!!!

posted at 5:07:46 PM



Saturday, July 27, 2002
you know, you know
All the answers...
to my question, i have asked...
I have touched you, all around me..
you frustrate me
just delete me...

Some people are afraid of you..
But I'm not
I'm a dummy and I just don't care..
Only you know, through my window
All the answers...

you were meant to make the bad times go away
but as it seems they're here to stay...

--All the Answers

posted at 2:58:22 PM




Click Here To Find Out Which Symbol You Are

posted at 10:14:00 AM


thania udah pergii...
hixxx...
thann....

posted at 10:12:42 AM



Sunday, July 21, 2002
woy buat yang gak tau..., link yang ada di samping jam itu buat kasi komen tentang entry yg gue masukin!
posted at 2:41:23 PM


Kemaren abis terima buku tahunan, dan ... bukunyaaa cukuup keren lahh..
tapi kok isinya ada yang kelongkap sih?!

posted at 9:19:38 AM



Saturday, July 20, 2002
kok ngelag sihhhhh
posted at 9:21:29 AM


nanti pada mau ke pim! nonton gak yah?
males nonton nih gueeee

posted at 9:17:48 AM


ada satu cowo di kelas gue yang amat sangat menyebalkan, rese, najizz, jorok....
one clue: Mariska
pikir ndiri!

posted at 8:57:04 AM



Wednesday, July 17, 2002
Aaaaaaaa......!!!
gila! at last! MOS selesai!!! ...
tadi sumpah! Kakak kelas gue galak2! (terutama yang kelas 3) gak boong!
I wish I had a nicer seniors..., well actually, yang kelas 2 lumayan bae-lah...
karena mereka juga nggak terlalu ngegencet/ngerjain.
OK, gini reviewnya. Di kelas:
III IPA : blon parah cuman serem bgt! masa kelas pertama kelas 3!? ... acaranya pake undian and thx GOD, gue gak kena.
III IPS 1 : kalo gak salah ini yang paling menyeramkan! (bingung antara III IPS 1 and 2) kalo gak salah sih kita disuruh masuk lewat meja2 yang udah dijejer di depan pintu masuk kelas... Trus abis itu, kita dibagi 2 yang cewe sama kakak kelas cewe dan yg cowo sama kakak kelas cowo (?) Pertama-tama yang cewe disuruh nunduk, kagak boleh ngeliat muka kakak kelas (pokoknya gak boleh!) trus kita harus ngafalin nama2 mereka, and to be worse gue dapet giliran pertama... setelah tersiksa ngafalin nama, acara di kelas ini ditutup dengan berterimakasih pada AC yang ada di kelas itu sampe 'tu AC ngomong 'iya, sama-sama' (don't even ask) bayangin aja gue dan yang lain ndongak ke AC say thanks for like about a hundred times... OK, maybe not that much meybe just a little close to the number...
III IPS 2 : gak gitu inget..., kalo gak salah disuruh nyanyi ya? au ah lupa! kebanyakan
II 1 : thank GOD bebas dari anak kelas 3! ternyata kakak kelas 2 bae jugaa..., gak nyangka. (kalo gak salah) disuruh cerita lucu sampe senior ketawa, kalo gak lucu dihukum.
II 2 : WExx! di sini yang paling rame tapi kalo menurut gue paling asik karena di sini kita udah nggak harus nunduk lagi..., boleh legaan dikit + kakaknya bae2... Ada kejadian: si Budiaman (namanya...) disuruh sama kakak kelas cewe jadi Jet Li pura2 berantem maksudnya, lawannya kakak kelas cewe (cuman bcanda kok!) dan dia harus pura2 mental kalo diserang. Di belakangnya si Budiaman ini ada (temen gue) Evania, dia disuruh oleh si KK nahan kalo Budiaman jatoh. Unfortunately, waktu Budiaman 'mental', si Evania ketiban!! don't laugh! karena abis itu dia nangis..., BTW trus KK-kls jadi panik dan say sorry for a coupla times.
II 3 : Nah, di sini ada bekas kakak kelas yg di Tarlim! (luvya Tarlim!!) anywayz, nothin real bad or good happen here...
II 4 : Kelas terakhir!! gak disuruh ngapa2in cuman disuruh memperkenalkan diri pake gaya, dan gue kebagian gaya ........ penari balet! that's it! ternyata mereka bae bgt gue gak nyangka kelas yang banyak bekas anak tarlimnya itu (K'Christina(The one I used to be afraid of are kinda nice), K' Johanes, K' (sapa gak tau lupa!)) bisa sebaek itu... ^^::

Buat my seniors yang mungkin baca, Jangan galak-galak dong kak! Kakak cantik deh! Kakak yang sebelah sono keren deh...
kok ngerayu? Just please, jangan gencet dakuu lagiii.....

posted at 4:32:51 PM



Tuesday, July 16, 2002
hari ini second day-nya MOS gue di SMUK Tirta marta.
Dan gila! gue cape bgt...., kaki pegel serasa ketiban batu kagak bisa bergerak... (hiperbolis)
ya udah deh..., pokoknya gue cape bgt! dan masi rada serem karena besok ada acara "bermain" bersama kakak kelas 2 & 3
*sweat drop... apa maksudnya tuh?! main!? hixx... bukannya lebih tepat kalo kita sebut "dimainin" oleh kakak kelas?
mogaČ kakak kelas gue bae2..., abis gak jelas sih, waktu latihan PBB banyakan dari mereka galak2!!! (masa kalo salah harus push up ?)tapi kok waktu acara kebaktian jadi bae? ato mungkin itu cuman kakak kelas yg bimbing gue aja ya? bingung...


I kinda hate the uniforms.., tau gak baju yg buat OR itunya gede bgt!!!!! badan gue ilang deh pake itu..., tampang jadi culun abiss
Malahan waktu PBB gue harus masukin bajunya ke dlm celana sampe karet celana keliatan + kaos kaki yang panjang (kayak gue) harus digulung "donat"... o iya tambah lagi pake dasi and topi!
bayangin kayak org bego bgt gak sih gue?

Anywayz..., gue kangen sama tarliem nih...

posted at 2:23:57 PM



Friday, July 12, 2002
I'm listening to F4's "Liu Xing Yi"
posted at 11:02:04 AM



Thursday, July 11, 2002
Hiiii!!!!
sorry I haven't post for days...
Internetnya nge-lag!!! hixx...
OK!

Recent News:
I'm wearing contact-lenses now...!!
Kalo ngeliat orang lain yang make kok kayaknya gampang yah? tapi kalo kita sendiri yang make jadinya susah?! gue sampe mesti merem-melek sampe ampir 1 jam!!!!! dan sekarang mata gue rasanya aneh and keringg...
kacamata gue lagi nganggur di kamar..., tapi besok juga gue paling make kacamata lagii... :P soalnya makenya susah dan gue malesss.....

hari Sabtu nanti gue harus ke TM buat pengarahan MOS! gilaa..., gue seremm nieh... takut mos-nya parah...
kayak DB gitu..., according to Marishka DB parah bgt! katanya yg COWO harus pake TANK TOP!!! + makeup tebel...
gila gak sihh??? untung gue cewe...

well, that's it I guess...



posted at 4:37:41 PM



Wednesday, July 03, 2002
for those who were/are a moffatt fan, please join this clique...
just to show your thankyou...

posted at 4:00:36 PM



Tuesday, July 02, 2002
Abis liat2 foto2 lama di folder kompi ternyataaa..., gue sama vq dulu tinggian gue!!! bgt...
knp sekarang gue jadi kontet yah?

posted at 7:59:47 PM



Monday, July 01, 2002

posted at 10:27:23 AM


I still can't believe German lost...
posted at 10:25:36 AM


I added a new tagboard! :)
posted at 10:20:08 AM



feeling so faithless...
Elsight, Xan2, 16, single female, tropical heaven, a singer wannabe, bubble-gum lover, chocolate-addict, web-design junkie, internet-lover, a sketchie painter , bookworm, a dreaming princess, a BLUE lover, porn-sites hater, anti-hentai-yaoi, anti-voldemort, anti-hil'duff, high-school student, a bit anti-social, a fiction novel author, a mangaka, in love with The Moffatts, Harry Potter, Frankie Muniz, Rupert Grint, Elijah Wood.

lost under the surface...
This layout is made by Elsight using Adobe Photoshop 6.0 and Microsoft Frontpage. Inspired by Linkin park's song, Numb. This layout also featuring Dark and Daisuke from DNAngel. And brushes from vbrush.

put under the pressure...
art work
AiDS poster a Fairie Krum and Fleur My sketch of Avril My sketch of Dave Moffatt My sketch of Scott Moffatt A surfer boy and his gurl ;p

holding to tightly...

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walking in your shoes...
Quira's Spell-Book
A Daily Life of Jingu
Taara | Gnnen
Delin
Aoki 
Rainy Day Jazz
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caught in the undertow...
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afraid to lose control...
  
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right in front of you...
Lucky stars
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Hidellized
Hidell
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Satwa Website
Daze: Dave Moffatt fansite
Rupert Grint fansite

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every second i waste...
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link me!

numb...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you