Thursday, October 31, 2002
i'm working on my personal site right now!!
doain gue biar bisa cepet selesai,,,
GOOD LUCK THAN2 FOR THE TEST!!!

posted at 7:51:42 PM


saat ini Xan2 sedang laperr,, lagi mau minta dibikinin mie huehehehe...
i really miss the moffatts . . . .
i miss dave . . . .
i miss bob . . . .
i miss scott . . . .
i miss clint . . . . .
i miss their songs . . . .
i miss them all together . . . .
hixx . . . .

posted at 7:48:12 PM



Tuesday, October 29, 2002
OK, inget khan gue dulu pernah bilang gue jadi salah satu panitia TM Science Event?
Nah, karena gue itu Sie. Sponsorship, karena tugas gue yang mesti nyari2 sponsor itu gue bisa keluar ato pergi pada saat jam pelajaran! hehehe,,,per kelompok sih, tapi kelompok gue juga asik2 aja kok gue barengan ama Stella, Eliza, Andika, and K' Beatrice... :) That makes me happy.
Now, yang ini bikin rada eneg. Yesterday, Ma'am Eva (our guidance teacher) told us that after she wrote our report cards, she noticed 11 students. 11 students who are in the black list..., and that's includes me. Just take me as the smartest among those 11... OK, so she made a new rules, 2 rules. First, starting next week all of us will get some kind of note-book inspection?? I reaaly don't get it! She will check OUR note-books, any note-books that we bring that day, ALL note-books!! And we must have one..., no excuse!! Second, she told us that we MUST get good grades,,and for example if the minimum score for the Math test is 6.0 then my class should get 6.5 and up. That makes feel like hell...Anyway I got a perfect score for the last test she gave us.
Yang ini lucu!! tadi pagi si Cecille bawa2 tape ke sekolah dan nyetel keras2 lagu2 rohani/gereja di kelasnya!! itu seru banget karena dia sambil khotbah2 gak jelas,,,
...and guess what? pece diajak ikut cheers...
ketawa dulu deh!!

posted at 5:59:40 PM



Saturday, October 26, 2002
eh,,ternyata rapor gue gak se'merah' as i expected!
tapi tetep aja itu nilai kebakaran,,,

posted at 2:54:19 PM



Friday, October 25, 2002
besok gue terima rapor!!! najiz!!! adohh,,,mampus gue!!! nilai gue kebakaran nih!!!
,,,hixx.., nanti gue mesti siap2 buat lobang kuburan,,,
jadi besok gue tinggal tumbang masuk aja kalo udah di'bunuh' bokap gue,,,
mati gue,,,

posted at 7:57:32 PM


My inner Goddess color is blue!
© What's your Inner Goddess Color?? © Jen

posted at 7:50:58 PM



Tuesday, October 22, 2002
Listening: Avril Lavigne - Complicated and Aaron Carter - Do You Remember
huixx,,keren jaya!!!!
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ngg,,,Than, buat gue gak ada bedanya! film itu tetep serem,,,
BTW, gue lagi suka lagunya Avril Lavigne yang Complicated! keren bangeetttt!!! sumpah! udah gitu Avrilnya cantik abis dan gayanya tuh keren buangett!!! gila,,,one more thing, she's a Canadian!!!! huahh!!!! di video klipnya yang 'Unwanted' dia ngibarin bendera CANADA!
Gue serius! dia tuh rocker cewe yang gayanya yoi banget! top abis!
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Ughh,,nanti hari Kamis kelas gue tugas kebaktian, dan gue cuman dapet tugas persembahan,,hehehe,,,gampang aja lhoo,,
Trus si PC nanti mau solo,,hohoho, bakal seru nih!
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Doain gue supaya gue nilai2nya gak makin jeblok dan bisa pergi ke PL Fair nanti November!

posted at 5:47:02 PM



Saturday, October 19, 2002
Baru aja mainin The Sims: Unleashed,,,gila,,keren bgt!!
lucu bgt pet-nya bisa dimacem2in,,,
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Mau cerita soal terakhir waktu Computer Club, najiz masa gue disetelin film Sadako?!
udah gitu gue gak bisa kabur, karena pintunya dikunci!!
I felt like a mouse! I was trapped!
kurang ajar!!!
udah gitu, tu film serem lagi! gue ampe nangis saking takunya! jangan ketawa!! yang takut bukan cuman gue kok, guru kompnya juga takut! trus masi ada si pece juga yang tereak2 histeris saking takutnya,,,aduhh,,,
masa minggu depan ju\ga masi nonton sih?!?

posted at 6:40:39 PM


i.hate.the.film.SADAKO.aka.the.RING.

posted at 6:18:05 PM


ini sedikit menjijikan tapi lucu juga,,,


posted at 5:59:12 PM



Monday, October 14, 2002
Listening:The Moffatts - Written All Over My Heart
Feeling:Totally bored and sleepy!!
Doing: Nothing, trying to finish my sleep!!
Thinking: "Pengen tidur,,,ngantuk,,,cape,,,tapi males beranjak dari depan komputer,,,besok ada ulangan gak yah??"

well,,i'm still in the Moffatt mode...
But lagi bete lagi karena ulangan bhs inggris gue cuman dapet 60!!! padahal yang lain bisa dapet baguss,,,huixx,,
knapa gue jadi begoh?!?!
aduh,,payah menyesali diri sendiri,,
BTW, tadi ada rapat buat TM Science event, dan gue sebagai anggota CC, harus ambil andil dala acara ini....dan akhirnya gue kebagian jadi sie, transportasi ehich is boring dan gue blon tentu dikasi ijin buat make mobil and sopur seenkanya,,,bodo ah! gue khan gak sendirian,, ada anak kelas 2 yang juga sie, transportasi...

posted at 9:13:32 PM



Sunday, October 13, 2002
lagi kangen ama Moffatt, kmaren gue gila2an ama VQ,,,nonton VCD concert Moffatts
cobe kesini deh www.pusched.com
ke bagian 'Shit' truz ke "that was great!"
hixx,,,

posted at 2:54:06 PM



Saturday, October 12, 2002
Gue saat ini bener2 lagi bete!
posted at 11:51:57 AM



Thursday, October 10, 2002
Listening: Omongannya Mariska tentang dia ngerjain cowonya temen gue di telepon! hehehe,,,,

tadi gue waktu pulang mobilnya beriringan sama mobilnya si Marcel and Mischa!! hehehe,,, si VQ udah kegirangan ampe ampir gila (lagi) huehehehehe...


posted at 5:05:04 PM



Tuesday, October 08, 2002
Listening: Faith Hill - The Way You Love Me
entah kenapa tau2 lagu itu muncul di kepala dan susah keluar...

aduhh,,tadi gue gak masuk sekolah... soalnya gue sakit! ^^;;
pagi2 badan gue panas dan pala gue pusing banget, jadinya gue tadi cuman tidur2an doank di kamar...
gue malah telat mandi,,,
padahal aturan tadi ada 4 ulangan:
B. Ind -> Test kecil
Komp -> UHB
Kimia -> UHB
B. Ing -> UHB 2
parah gak sih gueh?!? berarti khan nanti ulangan susulan gue banyak bangett!!!!
BETE berat nieh,,, huixx,,,

Than2: Gimana nieh archivenya kagak mau keluar?!?!

posted at 6:12:29 PM



Wednesday, October 02, 2002
JUMAT LIBURRRR!!!!
yeyy!! hehehe..., at last gue bisa istirahat lebih lama...

posted at 8:05:06 PM



feeling so faithless...
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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you