Saturday, January 25, 2003
lagi happy!! dia udah balik...!! herhehehehehehehe.....
posted at 2:34:28 PM



Wednesday, January 22, 2003
nyawww~~ sorry i've been too lazy to type my daily ramblings for the last few days...
ok, the latest topic i was talking about was about VQ's comic book, which reminds me my old comic strip that i wrote with Than2 the title was SFC (Sandra's Fans Club). Than2 made the title [^^] and the characters. The comic was quite interesting, i guess. Cause there were lots of my friends became its fans. But, we discontinued it when we split school. And i think i lost the book ^^; sorry Than2!!



My hands are full of paints!! there some red between my fingers and a bit brown around my elbow. But I LOVE PAINTING!!! I was painting bricks and I got all my paints messed up while i was cleaning my hands. I will show you the photo of my painting as soon as I finish it. XD



I've been missing someone for three days now!! I miss you! I miss you!! hixx..m I wish I could see him tommorow..
:'(

posted at 8:34:48 PM



Saturday, January 18, 2003
Baru balik dari sekolah... setelah kemaren gue pulang jam 6 gue masih mesti balik ke sekolah buat jadi simulator komputer (itu lho buat yang ngejagain peserta lomba..) lagih?!?!?!
Sekolah gila!!! WTF coba! I'm so damn tired and very sleepy.. I miss my pillow.. Anywayz, lomba madingnya gue yakin gak menang payah banget sih... isinya kosong dan design-nya jelek udah deh bodo..

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My plans for tonight: Go to Andrew's house and went for karaoke.

posted at 3:34:38 PM



Thursday, January 16, 2003
Gue kepilih jadi ikut lomba mading lagi! kali ini buat acara TM Sevent '03... pusing temanya itu "Science and Technology Unite Us" tapi kita milih sub temanya "Internet and Satelites" What do you think?

posted at 5:38:09 PM



Tuesday, January 14, 2003
Sorry for the lack of updates! It's just that I've got too much stuff to do and it seems like I don't have enough time to finish it all!
recap ke Dufan:
yang jelas gue naik alap2 atow jet coaster mini 2 kali, masuk rumah miring 1 kali, rumah kaca 1 kali, arung jeram, wings, apa lagi yah?? gue gak naik carousel soalnya gak keburu.. Pulang2 masa hidung ama jidat gue merah2 sama tangan juga!! besokannya kulitnya ngelotok kayak uler ganti kulit! -_________-;;

The X girl was absent for days i guess...


posted at 8:12:17 PM



Wednesday, January 08, 2003
Almost forgot! I'm going to Dufan tommorow! Hyper feeling right now.. XDD~
Still thinking what to wear and stuff, and stupidly forgetting about my money...

posted at 8:10:48 PM


Hari ini gue bolos eskul seni lukis, soalnya males bawa2 cat air and kanvas.. ^^;
trus tadi gue ketiduran jadinya sekarang gue blon mandi, apa ini balesan dari fanny karena tadi dia gak langsung gue anterin pulang? o iya, tadi waktu gue les EF yang ngajar gue bukan guru gue yang baru, Gaetan yang orang Canadian itu tapi digantiin ama Ken yang dari Liverpool. Hehehe... lumayan orangnya baek and ramah! Kata temen2 gue yang lebih dulu di EF sih dia kalo ngajar emang enak, dan sekarang dia yang ngajar kelas barunya ade gue!



huaa~~a!! lupa soal rapor thanx Aoki for reminding me.. gomennn..

OK, sekarang gue kasi tau merah di rapor ada 4!!! gila, super parah bgt! Got 5 in Math, 4 in Physics, 4 in Chemistry, and 5 in Geography?! tapi jumlah nilai gue 91. Lumayan banget, soalnya ada 14 pelajaran dan itu artinya nilai gue yang lain2 khan tinggi2 paling nggak ada 8 nya. End of discussion. Gue gak mau ngomongin soal rapor gue lagi karena rapor gue ilang gak tau ke mana.


Than2: Kapan loe masuk sekolahnya?
Aoki: Love your manga! when will you finish it?

posted at 7:59:48 PM



Tuesday, January 07, 2003
Yesterday was the first day to get back at school after the christmas and new year's break. Yesterday wasn't really nice, exciting, fun, and all those cute stuff that maybe stuck in your head. I got 2 tests, 3 homework, and a writing assignment. Some great day! And I had some english courses after school, so i haven't relly done my physics homework. I've done 2 problems and finished the rest at school... ^^; I didn't do my Bahasa Indonesia homework though, the teacher asked to read some newspapers or watch some news on TV. Don't even know what he's up to... Well, the teacher told us what to do with news today, I know now, he asked us to write our opinion about some topics from the news that we were suppose to read or watch. And since I didn't read any newspapers or watch nothing on a news channel, I couldn't do the task. -__- Fortunately I had my friend PC to help me with it. She didn't done the HW too, but thank God she has the ability to make up stories and stuff.. hehehe.. yes and so I wrote five paragraphs about crimes and stuff in Jakarta on a piece of paper. The third homework was Math home work and I don't have to do it right away since the next Math lesson is not until Thursday but we'll be on a field-trip Thursday, so the homework should be finished by Friday. I guess.

Today was not bad, at least not as bad as yesterday. A boy in my class found my friends (let's just call her X ok?), X book in the teaxher's desk drawer. The back of the book was filled with her writings about her problems with her friends and some impolite notes about the school. And my God my writing was on that book too! But, I'm the good guy here so nothing that I had ever written was being disgust or... you know.. And now, the whole class hate her. The boys were talking about her like she was some kind of a slut. The girls were making even more gossips about her. And the others were just too ignorance to care about her. Boy, a little scribble on the back of a book can create such a quake. Well it wasn't really because of the book any way, she was quite hated before, and now even more... Did I mentioned that she was absent today?

Pffuf...!! what a day.. K, I gotta go finish my writing assignment. The teacher is a big blabbermouth about punctuality @___@;;

posted at 5:16:14 PM



Sunday, January 05, 2003
Kemaren Ko NQ pergi ke Melbourne barengan sama si Chris. Gak terlalu sibuk seperti nganterin si Ko DL and Jesse sih tapi kok yang ini si VQ nangis lebih kenceng? Mukanya ampe merah gila parah deh,,padahal si ko NQ palingan udah happy banget bisa ninggalin Indonesia. Emang dari dulu deh kayaknya dia gak seneng tinggal di indonesia..
Kayaknya kemaren gue berperan jadi orang yang rada gak tau diri deh, masalahnya waktu si VQ nangis gue malah ngetawain, pasalnya adalah sebelumnya udah gue bilang pasti VQ nangis nih, maksudnya sih biar dia malu dikit terus kagak nangis kayak sebelon2nya..., tapi kok malah makin parah ya?

posted at 11:28:00 AM



feeling so faithless...
Elsight, Xan2, 16, single female, tropical heaven, a singer wannabe, bubble-gum lover, chocolate-addict, web-design junkie, internet-lover, a sketchie painter , bookworm, a dreaming princess, a BLUE lover, porn-sites hater, anti-hentai-yaoi, anti-voldemort, anti-hil'duff, high-school student, a bit anti-social, a fiction novel author, a mangaka, in love with The Moffatts, Harry Potter, Frankie Muniz, Rupert Grint, Elijah Wood.

lost under the surface...
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numb...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you