Thursday, February 27, 2003
This could be the worst day of my life.. My heart felt like it stopped, when I read an articel about Dave being a gay.............................................................................
posted at 5:34:53 PM


Heyy,, sorry I didn't post anything for the last few days.. I just didn't know what to blah here.. Actually it's more kinda like I'd got too much stuff happened and I was just to angry to type.. ^^; Anyway, Amelia is back! Finally, she re-opened the site! I used to love this site! God, it's so good to have her back.. I kinda miss her..
posted at 4:47:42 PM



Saturday, February 22, 2003
change the layout,, you like it?
posted at 7:16:55 PM



Friday, February 21, 2003
Yoo~o! I'm back... Missing this blog already!! *trying to kiss my monitor
The first thing I notice when I got back from school retreart was the computer was too damn empty! Later on I know it had got some virus or something days before.. So I didn't want to ruin Dad's computer at that time and I decided not to blog hehehe... beside from that i was just too lazy to go upstairs and blog... ^^; ok, lazy me..

The school retreat wasn't really fun like I had expected, but it's quite fun because I get to see 'me kaca' everyday.. X>~~
My class got some prices for being the most creative class.. We won first price... some plastic lunch box for the whole class.. @_@ My teacher got a little bit lost control of herself and start crying and screaming the last day.

Then yesterday my classmates and I... with another class visit Ragunan Zoo for a some kind of Biology field trip.. ... It was really fun!! I get to play with snakes which was very cute and I really loved it!! But, most of my friends didn't have the guts to hold it or even touch it for secents.. Me, on the other hand found the snake wasn't even scary. I almost felt pity fot them, because the Phyton was too big for its age, and I bet the snake-keeper was feeding them too much.. (I think they're trying to make the snake look bigger so people can really get amazed with it, but for me it's only some other cruelness against animals... and I hate it) I went to the snake and play with them three times..! The third time I got separated from my friends and I was lost with some boys and 3 other girls which I'm not really close to. But, it's OK, it was fun, I was with him... hehehe... I didn't really thought about it earlier because I was too worried about how could I go home or what if the bus left me here?!? But it turned out pretty well, and I had the chance to talk with some of the guys! I told them I had snakes, crocodiles, lizards, and fishes in my house. As you probably didn't know my Dad sells reptiles, amphibians, and reptiles. He loved them especially frogs.. Me? I like snakes. They're cute! very cute... for me..

I took some pictures there and... AND I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT MY BIOLOGY ASSIGNMENT! We suppose to be working in groups, but we got separated and I got lost.. so I didn't know what the hell happened to the assignment. By the end of the day, I got back to school safely with my friends and I found out that our assignemet got an A! Evenually one of my group didn't get freaked out because of the separation, she did the assignments by herself! THANK YOU JHE! I LOVE YOU! YOU SAVE MY GRADES! hehehe..

That's all i guess.. I'll blog later i guess

posted at 10:32:53 AM



Thursday, February 13, 2003
I don't think I'll be posting some entries from friday until the next thursday. Cause I've got lots of stuff to do that days.. ^^;
posted at 5:31:36 PM



Wednesday, February 12, 2003
Dapet berita buruk yang gak jelas bener atau nggak! tadi met Putri and Tasya at BP. They said Our Tarlim's history teacher, Bu As, died in an accident!!! She got crashed by a bus!! And she was like the first teacher that can make me love the subject!! Moga2 gak bener..!! It was some kind of a gossip I guess, because The source wasn't really sure either. Hope it's not her... God..
posted at 8:25:29 PM


BTW, i'll be changing the layout soon! still featuring avril lavigne.. ^^;;
That girl rocks!!

posted at 12:31:11 PM


Valentine's day is not until Friday but I've been busy since yesterday. My plan is to give all my classmates a Valentine gift. I planned it with two of my friends. And I got the packing part which means I have to make packages for the chocolates and candies.. And so I made them. I have to make 26 packs for the whole class. So far I got 16 done. But then I realised I need more papers to make more of those stuff. The problem is I don't have any money! So I told my friends to make the other 10. Hehehe.. I hope it will go just fine!

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Bad news! I got a very bad score on my last math test!! That's it I'll never get good grades on Math this time...

Remember when the guys in my class stayed over at their friend's house? It turns out that they're trying to shoot a film. They planned it to be a scary one. But, then it turns out to be like a typical slapstick comedy. ^^; That was not surprising. If only you could look at their faces... those with some useless good-looking faces that will transform into something more ridiculous when they act. Geez, they were trying to send the film to FFii, some kind of a movie festival. Got some information from one the guys, they did more useless stuff there than shooting a scene for the movie. They drink... except for one person. They smoke..... except 2 guys including the one that didn't drink and the one that gave me this info :P The innocent one turns out to ... u know.. [my kaca!]

urgh.. need more chocolate!! ??what the hell, i don't care..

Than2, kaca itu yahhh... kayak semacam permainan yang gue bikin barengan ama temen cewe gue.. It's not like a crush or something.. maybe it's just ..maybe someone that you like? I dunno.. never really figure out what it means.. really.. Temen gue bilang sih cuman karena mirip doank! It bites.. The one that they picked as my kaca was the one that was very... err.. in an.. umm.. how do i put this.. the smallest boy in class? the weirdest person in class? i dunno! and.. I was kinda gross out at first. But it went on pretty well I guess. I then consider him cute! :) [my friends thought the same way and ended up the same way too i guess]


Long live Frankie Muniz!!

posted at 12:24:40 PM



Saturday, February 08, 2003
newest obssessionsss: FRANKIE MUNIZ!!
posted at 7:07:58 PM


almost all the boys in my class stayed over at their friend's house last night... *jealous mode on
keselllll!!!

posted at 10:22:25 AM


Sorry for a week delay,, not in the blogging mode lately..
Ahir2 ini kita makin sering main kaca2an! hehehe,, seru biarpun kaca gue paling aneh dan gak cakep, tapi kaca gue khan paling imuwtttzz... hehehehe... udah ah! maless..

Than2: Sorry than gue lagi males ol lagian lagi masa2 UHB! mau belajar neh.. hehehehe...

posted at 10:20:16 AM



Sunday, February 02, 2003
PC's favourite word right now is Outstanding, she called loads of stuff outstanding @_@
Song of the moment: Say Anything by Good Charlotte and Way down here without you by Super Greg [?, don't really know about the singer, is it correct?]

OK, I haven't been in a blogging mode these few days so I didn't post anything interesting for you to read lately... But that doesn't really mean nothing happen to me for the last 3 days. I was just too lazy to type my keyboard. ^^; so sorry..

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I had a quite good score for my last physic test!! I got an 8, when my average score was max. 7!! XD~~ I beat almost all of my friends in class!! lol,,, well, at least I was the fourth highest scre in class.... I think.. Well two of them got perfect score and one had higher score than me. And I got another perfect score for my english test.

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More story about the deserted girl in my class. She's absent for a month! The last thing I heard was she moved to some other school near by. But some people from the other classes were saying about she's getting pregnant! That was quite outrageous. I mean who would want to be with her?? ... too brutal. But, I guess nobody really cares about her anymore. Especially my class, we were like preparing our big party when we heard she left the school. And, really, nobody likes her anymore. Except for the teachers of course, cause she was one of the smartest student in class... thanx for her good skill of cheating..! [^^+]

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Plans for today: Going out for lunch with my family in a restaurant.
BTW, I kinda bored with the layout..., what do you think?

posted at 10:26:08 AM



Saturday, February 01, 2003
For than2, penasaran yakh?? udah dapet angpao berapa? taon ini sepi neh.. duit di dompet lagi tipis..
posted at 9:41:53 AM


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!


baru dapet 1 angpao dari papa and mimi...
huehuehuahuehuahuheuhauh....

posted at 9:37:51 AM



feeling so faithless...
Elsight, Xan2, 16, single female, tropical heaven, a singer wannabe, bubble-gum lover, chocolate-addict, web-design junkie, internet-lover, a sketchie painter , bookworm, a dreaming princess, a BLUE lover, porn-sites hater, anti-hentai-yaoi, anti-voldemort, anti-hil'duff, high-school student, a bit anti-social, a fiction novel author, a mangaka, in love with The Moffatts, Harry Potter, Frankie Muniz, Rupert Grint, Elijah Wood.

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I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you