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Tuesday, April 29, 2003
Something happened to my last post!! kok gak keliatan sehh!?!? ok gu type ulang..., pdhal ini penting banget! THEMOFFATTS.COM IS BACK!!!! XD~~ posted at 7:08:07 PM posted at 7:03:46 PM Hari ini kok rasanya bete banget yah? Urgh.. I felt really lonely today... I felt like I was being left out... I was even starting to think that maybe I wasn't belong with them... you know, my friends from school... And since that certain day (when i said i was dead?), he won't even talk to me, not even saying my name. What the hell happened to me? I don't want to be just a plain ordinary girl... Like one of Lavigne's songs, I rather be anything but ordinary please. But, that's just it. I am ordinary. ... I mean, what could even make me not ordinary? I'm not pretty, not exactly rich, not smart, and I'm not even good enough to have good friends. I am pathetic. I asked my friend about what if we stop being friends when we are on the second grade. She said that she will never leave me or forget me. Well, I don't think she will stop being my friend though, but I think you won't be my best friend anymore. You know, seeing she already had so many friends (unlike me), I don't think being friends with me will do her any good... Aaaw.., I miss my old days with my real friends... Not saying that I don't have real friends right now,it's just that I don't really know if they are my real friends right now... BTW, these are should be a little fun... [for indonesian guys out there] Coba ngomong kalimat-kalimat di bawah ini masing-masing sepuluh kali yang cepet! bejat, jebat, bejut kwaci, kecoa, cakwe black bus, blue bus gerobak bobrok ... Did I made your tounges split? hehehe... posted at 7:00:21 PM Sunday, April 27, 2003 I'm back from my Mom's house and I think I need to wash my hair... My head's starting to get all itchy... *garuk2 kepala... posted at 5:58:50 PM Saturday, April 26, 2003 Plan for today: Go to my Mom's house and play with my aunt's new puppies!! XD posted at 9:10:35 AM Friday, April 25, 2003 huaahh... just woke up.. my neck's hurt.. X< can't figure out why... O yea, I just browsing around RupertGrint.net and it looks like Rupert is filming a new film calles The Cinderella Story. That should be a good news, right? But Hillary Duff is also in the same cast! Argh, i hate her.. Not really hate hate.. I just don't like her... Why does she always get the guys that I want??? First, she dated Aaron! Then, She get to kissed Frankie in Cody Banks Movie!! ...what now?? not rupert! pleaseeee..... posted at 9:54:11 AM Thursday, April 24, 2003 Listening: Limp Bizkit - Just drop dead Wearing: My Pajamas... Feeling: A bit sleepy Thinking: My IQ test's result... Hey, PC's mom put my name on her blog! Go to her blog, and read her entry for today! :D I just got my IQ test's result today. It was written bright normal... It is written there, I'm good at art and computers. And they suggest me to do something like Graphic Design for my future job... that was like totally what I want! duh? I don't need these silly test to know what I wanna do with my life. I'm very clear about my future.., I think. O yea, it said that I have a less self-confidence than average... I guess so... ^^; Well, at least now I know for sure... Is this suppose to be a good news or a bad news? See, there was a Math test today... And I actually think I could get a good score on this one..! It really freaks me out.. The test was too easy... You know, compare to his other tests... posted at 8:12:01 PM Wednesday, April 23, 2003 Listening: Nothing Doing: Playing with some HTML codes... :P Wearing: My school uniform Feeling: GUILTY! Yoo... I'm feeling badly guilty! K, here's the story... This morning when I thought I was gonna be late again... (Turned out I didn't get late to school) I got a big news about my history teacher, Mrs. Flora. She was called to Heaven yesterday... Actually, she was having her operation that day [but] the operation works. She didn't died because of the operation, because it was succeeded. The operation really work well. But, she had some trouble with her breathing and I think that was the cause of her death... That is very sad you know, all of my other teachers were wearing black and some of them even cried. Well, I was supposed to go to pray for her with my classmates. But I didn't. Instead of praying for her, I went to my friend's house by a taxi. That's why I felt guilty... God, I think I'm in a big trouble now... posted at 4:19:47 PM Monday, April 21, 2003 Listening:Nothing Doing: Studying Physics Wearing:The same stuff I wear last night... Thinking: "I need new layout!! My computer is crashed!! I can't make a layout!! I need a graphic!!" Yay! My Class' Website is officially OPEN!! There's still a lot of broken links and stuff.. But I'm really glad it's almost done! XD~~~ O yeah, and the blog is up too! :D really...really... happy today!! Than2: Udah balik yah? Kok gak bilang?? Gue pikir loe ke Malang dulu... posted at 12:43:07 PM Sunday, April 20, 2003 I woke up this morning And you weren't there The only scent was your perfume in the air How can something come and go so fast You were just a one night romance The Moffatts - I posted at 11:01:43 AM Saturday, April 19, 2003 I am dead. posted at 7:11:51 PM Something happened to fulan.com I can't get to my blog for some reason. O yea, please wait for my new layout because.. My computer broke down and so is my dad's computer... so I'm stucked with the old one... posted at 10:30:31 AM Wednesday, April 16, 2003 Happy birthday to me... Happy birthday to me... Happy birthday.. Happy birthday.. Happy birthday to me... posted at 9:09:15 AM Monday, April 14, 2003 Recaps for saturday go to Than2's blog. OK, gila tadi pagi tuh aneh banget yah? jarang2 lho gue ngejalanin hari kayak hari ini... Tadi pagi gue telat bangun, terus jadinya juga telat ke sekolah. Well, telatnya parah gitu deh, my driver sampe muter cari jalan ke Lebak Bulus. @_@ Well, melihat keadaan di mana gue pasti telat, Vicky and I decided to skip school today and go home. When we got home, our folks were very surprised, so we told them what happened. Then we started feeling guilty for them, because... first, they were very upset for my grades... they're totally in a hell version. Then... as we might know, skiping school is not a really good thing either. But then, my step-mom called our school and asked them if we could go back to school that time (around 8-9 am). And they said that it's okay if we go back there now. Jadi intinya gue disuruh balik ke sekolah... padahal baju gue udah nyantai tuh, udah pake baju rumah! ^^;; well, tough luck i guess. At least I don't have to attend the physic class.. :P posted at 4:52:33 PM Saturday, April 12, 2003 Thania and Linda is coming over today... Rencananya sih mau nonton ama liat2 foto2 kaca... hehehehe... tapi paling juga sekalian kangen2an.. hehehe... posted at 12:19:11 PM Sunday, April 06, 2003 I'm thinking about changing the layout.. It will take some time so I got this skin from blogskins.com hope you like it! posted at 2:29:10 PM Tuesday, April 01, 2003 APRIL MOP! posted at 7:26:48 PM |
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feeling so faithless...
lost under the surface... put under the pressure... holding to tightly...
walking in your shoes... caught in the undertow... afraid to lose control... right in front of you...
every second i waste... link me! numb... I'm tired of
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