Thursday, May 22, 2003
I may post or maybe online for the next 2 weeks, cuz I'm on my final semester exams. But I'm quite sure my emails will be checked regularly as usual. So, if any of you want to talk to me or maybe you just missed my blog :), you can send it to my email.
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Wednesday, May 21, 2003
Mainan baru gue: Hidell

I need to finish 2 paintings in a week! I suppose I have to finish at least a painting for the art class..

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Tuesday, May 20, 2003
Turut berduka cita buat PC yg mengalami musibah tadi waktu di sekolah...
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Monday, May 19, 2003
Yay! I'm back to school! Sooo happy... Though I still have black circles around my eyes.. ^^; I couldn't sleep last night. Maybe I was too excited for today. Than2's blog is on another hiatus for 2 weeks.. She said that she might be busy for the next 2 weeks. She's planning to change the layout and I think she's moving to another flat or something.. Well, I'm sure gonna miss her. I'll make sure she checks her email more often, so I could still contact with her..
If maybe one of you read Satwa's blog, and if you were wondering..., the drama was really hilarious and it was actually spontaneaous act. So, I'm quite proud of it.
Did PC really read my blog entries?? I would be so embarrased if she did...

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Saturday, May 17, 2003
I'm bored.. bored... bored...
I actually miss my school!

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Wednesday, May 14, 2003
Sorry for the lack of updates! I'm a little bit sick right now.. *HATSYIII~~ii!! *srott.. so I don't think I would be able to get online everyday.. I've got a bad cold and I can't breathe through my nose...
huahh...

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Sunday, May 11, 2003
The reunion went great! I got there by 5 and it started at 6. So we were quite alone at first... But then the others came and joined us. It was kinda fun seeing everyone there... Well, I was never really good in socializing, so I kinda being left out too. Ha-ha-ha.. ^^; We took some picture there and I think I'll bring her a photo.. sorry... I didn't really spend some money there...

Than2!! Huehehe... jangan terlalu nyesel deh gak dateng ke reuninya! Soalnya nanti mungkin nasib loe kayak gue lagi... Gue khan gak gitu bergaul dulu waktu smp (terutama kelas 3) jadi yah rada canggung gitu dehh... Yang lain masih bisa gabung2 sama genk2 yang lain tapi gue gak bisa... Tapi kemaren ada Sasha, Linda, Mariska, Oma, Feby, Fanny, Nicole, Nadia, Jessica, Tasya, Putri, Astri, Ithine, Melva, Amino, Indri, Dona, Ria, Vivi, dll deh banyak kok! Males gue kalo disuruh ngetik semuanya! kalo yang cowo ada si Ceppy, Ncex, Edenk, Aldrich, Ando, Anez, Ivan, Andi, ,mmmmm,,,.... pokoknya banyaklah! Habis dari dermaga kita pada keluar ngobrol2 di depan disc tarra gitu... Jadi kayak di sekolah lagi rasanya... Asik juga rame gitu...

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Saturday, May 10, 2003
Just read Than2's latest blog enry... ^^= *blushes..
You don't have to feel left out, hun! There will always be me to cheer you up! LOL, anyway I'm going to the reunion with Kuma and Vicky... Don't be sad okay? I promise I'll get you something from the reunion... I was planning to take some pics there. But, I forgot my Dad kept his camera in his room... and the room is locked! :)
And remember this. You're my best friend and you will always be. Forever! I promise. XD

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Thursday, May 08, 2003
I'm not suppose to use the internet today... But what the heck. I can't live a day without the internet! crap.. I found my old drawings today and I think I will scan it sometime this week.
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Wednesday, May 07, 2003
There's a Tarlim reunion coming up! Nadia sms almost everyone about the event. It will be held on Saturday 6 pm on Foodcourt PIM
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Hari ini malah bangun kesiangan... ^^;
Joined another 2 fanlisting for a Harry Potter Character fan and Billy Gilman's 1 voice song fan.

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Tuesday, May 06, 2003
...
Tadinya niatnya mau tidur lamaan... Tapi ada sesuatu yang terjadi yang membuat gue gak bisa tidur lagi...
Something very unexpected... something very mysterious... something very.. very...
annoying.
PC nelpon gue di HP!!! And do you know what she said to me when I answer her phone call with some drowsy voice? You know half-yawning and half-talking way? Well...
Me: Huahh-- Yeah, napa?
PC: Hello?
Me: mmm... (with my eyes closed)
-hang up-
not even a minute later, she called again...
Me: What is it??
PC: Xandra??
Me: mmm.., yeah what..?
PC: Nothing I was just checking if you're still sleeping or up.
Me: I'm still in my blanket!!
PC: What?! ... anyway, I'm bored... wake up!
Me: hehe..
PC: I went to bed midnight last night and I woke up at 7! Give me a break! You went to bed at 10!! And it's already 10 am!!
Me: he-he-he?
PC: Dasar kebo!
-hang up-
Then I couldn't continue my sleep. So I woke up and called her to get her online so I could chat with her. Is that weird? Who cares..
Then I chat with her for about 2 sentences and she went offline.
...

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Monday, May 05, 2003
The background won't show up!
Hari bosen and bete banget... Bayangin aja, gue seharian kerjanya cuman duduk maen internet, nonton TV (kalo oma lagi tidur), sama baca2 komik + majalah! Intinya, gue bosen bangett~~! Gak ngerti deh mau ngapain lagi... Mana gak boleh keluar rumah lagi! -___- In case you didn't know, hasil rapor mid-semester gue ancur2an and gue dihukum bokap bokap gak bole pergi2, disuruh stay at home belajar! ... poor me..
Tapi sekarang gue lagi cukup seneng karena... tadi sempet ngeliat video-nya Busted sama Simple Plan di Mtv! Huaa... ^o^ senangg...
Anyway, themoffatts.com yang baru dibuka lagi itu sekarang jadi (buat gue lho ya) keren!! hehehe... Ada links yang buat ke website2 moffatt yg lama dulu kayak gimana... Buset.. pusing gak? Gue sih asik2 aja.
Tadi gue juga abis browsing ke macem2 tempat, saking gak ada kerjaannya... gue ke websitenya Christina Aguilera, Mandy Moore, Elijah Wood, Frankie Muniz, tAtU, Simple Plan, Hilary Duff [don't ask why], sama Lucky Stars Message Board! Gila... cape juga nyebutinnya... ^^; From that stupid browsing, I found out:

1. Christina mau summer tour bareng Justin Timberlake! *excited
2. David "Simple Plan" sempet berantem ama Avril Lavigne! not serious one..
3. Mandy moore baru selesai shooting film!
4. Tatu girls are CREEPY! ... Gue liat foto2 mereka lagi ciuman ama foto mereka yang buat cover Rolling Stones... (mereka gak pake apapun kecuali celana dalam terus mereka pelukan... -_______- bayangin aja sendiri)
5. No news about Frankie Muniz and Elijah Wood.
6. The lucky girl Hilary Duff, abis jadi host di Mtv TRL! Single "Why not"-nya menurut gue jelek banget...

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I've got a song stuck in my head for the last 3 days!!! I can't get it out!! I kept singing and humming the song!! What should I do?? It's kinda driving me crazy! ... Mulai lagi deh tuh.... Aaa!! ..*hiccups
??
Than2: Than! pantes jarang keliatan... rupanya dikerangkeng yah? hehehe...

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Sunday, May 04, 2003
I joined a fanlisting for Dave!! XD~~
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Saturday, May 03, 2003
What do you think about the new layout? Hehehe... I know it's very umm.. scrappy? I dunno. The taggie is getiing all lonesome, so would you people please enter something there? That would make me feel loved. Thanx! :D Anyway, this page still has some broken links son, be patient and I'll promise you this blog will be better by the end of this week!

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Finally! Something to be proud of..., A NEW LAYOUT!!
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feeling so faithless...
Elsight, Xan2, 16, single female, tropical heaven, a singer wannabe, bubble-gum lover, chocolate-addict, web-design junkie, internet-lover, a sketchie painter , bookworm, a dreaming princess, a BLUE lover, porn-sites hater, anti-hentai-yaoi, anti-voldemort, anti-hil'duff, high-school student, a bit anti-social, a fiction novel author, a mangaka, in love with The Moffatts, Harry Potter, Frankie Muniz, Rupert Grint, Elijah Wood.

lost under the surface...
This layout is made by Elsight using Adobe Photoshop 6.0 and Microsoft Frontpage. Inspired by Linkin park's song, Numb. This layout also featuring Dark and Daisuke from DNAngel. And brushes from vbrush.

put under the pressure...
art work
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holding to tightly...

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numb...

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you