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Tuesday, July 22, 2003
cocok sama suasana hati gue akhir-akhir ini... Stacie Orrico - Stuck I can't get out of bed today Or get you off my mind I just can't seem to find a way To leave the love behind I ain't trippin I'm just missing you You know what I'm saying You know what I mean You kept me hanging on a string While you make me cry I tried to give you everything But you just gave lies Every now and then When I'm all alone I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool There's nothing I can do.. I'm such a fool For you I can't take it What am I waiting for? My heart's still breaking I miss you even more And I can't fake it The way I could before I hate you but I love you I can't stop thinking of you It's true I'm stuck on you Now love's a broken record that's Been skipping in my head I keep singing yesterday Why we've got to play these games we play? Every now and then When I'm all alone I'll be wishing you will call me on the telephone Say you want me back But you never do I feel like such a fool posted at 5:06:04 PM Wearing: my school uniform... Listening: Swing swing by The All American Rejects Thinking: When will VQ get the hell out the bathroom?!? I need to pee!!!! I submitted a new skin to blogskins yesterday. It's called candy coloured~~ Anyway, I'm getting used to my new class now... I'm feeling more comfortable than my first day school. Looks like some of them are quite nice too. The boys are fine, they're quite nice... except for the boy who had the same class with me 6 years in a row... (don't worry ce, udah pasti bukan dira kok!) Udah jelas kan sapa??? Unfortunately, the other girls in my class ('sides, me fani, and prilly) are verrrrrrryyyyyyy..... quite... Soooo... pc was sick to day, and she didn't made the school. So I was quite alone today... I spend my first recess eating my meal. But Wully and the others came to my class on the second one, so it wasn't very boring after-all... I spend the last recess to buy some food at the canteen... I bought quite a lot. But I didn't get to eat it at school..., cuz Andika was trying to finish it up for me.. ^^; Then I drew some comic-like drawings for wully. But then the others wanted me to make them too. So I drew one for Prilly at the PPKn Class, one for Andika during the end of my PPKn class, and I still have a LOT more papers to finish... (hmmm... another one for Wully, PC, Olive, Jhay, Fanny, and Grace) posted at 4:27:44 PM Monday, July 21, 2003 I joined a new fanlisting for Dnangel fan! I deleted my last entry... cuz i think it's too pathetic for you to see... posted at 5:54:27 PM Sunday, July 20, 2003 I changed the layout!! What do ya think? :) posted at 3:40:04 PM So... I didn't get to Mariska's party yesterday.. i spend the day in TA with VQ and Funeh who was having a date with some guy she knew from phone.. that's kinda creepy since they have never met before... He turns out to be some kinda childish looking guy.. and funeh didn't really liked him. I think.. O yea, me and VQ went into some kind of shopping-craze, we bought some necklaces and some hair pins! It's like all of a sudden we became a true girly girl.. if you know what i mean.. Cuz, we don't usually do this kind of stuf.. NEW LAYOUT COMING UP! DNANGEL FEATURED!! posted at 11:35:43 AM Saturday, July 19, 2003 I'm going to Mariska's birthday party today. I'm kinda worried cuz she invited some of her new friends from her new school... Than2: Than! kok blognya gak diupdate??? terus kita gak jadi pergi nonton ama pma lagi! soalnya loe lagi pergi.... posted at 10:04:16 AM Friday, July 18, 2003 My mood today: Shitty. "You Don't See Me" This is the place where I sit This is the part where I love you too much Is this as hard as it gets? 'Cause I'm getting tired Of pretending I'm tough I'm here if you want me I'm yours, you can hold me I'm empty and taken and Tumbling and breakin' 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could I dream of worlds Where you'd understand And I dream a Million sleepless nights I dream of fire when You're touching my hand But it twists into smoke When I turn on the light I'm speechless and faded It's too complicated Is this how the book ends, Nothing but good friends? 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would This is the place in my heart This is the place where I'm falling apart Isn't this just where we met? And is this the last chance That I'll ever get? I wish I was lonely Instead of just only Crystal and see-through And not enough to you 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would 'Cause you don't see me And you don't need me And you don't love me The way I wish you would The way I know you could HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...................................... dalem... dalem... dalem... sedih...sedih...sedih... posted at 4:23:55 PM Wednesday, July 16, 2003 Third day school! FUN!!!! hehehe... hari ini kita ngerjain banyak anak-anak kelas 1 yang baru selese MOS (Masa Orientasi Siswa) Tapi kalo diinget-inget dulu... gue gak diapa-apain sama kakak kelas.. gue jadi gak gitu tega gangguinnya... walaupun gak bener-bener dan cuman main-main.. kayaknya ada salah satu dari mereka yang sakit hati dikerjain.. (there just this one girl went outside crying) Padahal kita gak galak-galak amat... hehehe.. tapi seru banget lho! Ada bekas ade kelas waktu di tarlim! Namanya Brian.. adiknya Natalie kelas 3.. lucuuu~~uu! XD~~ tapi itu gak sempet gue kerjain apa-apa.. cuman sempet disuruh merangkak di bawah meja... huaaaaaaaaa........ being a senior is fun! posted at 5:09:58 PM Monday, July 14, 2003 First day school. Sucks. I can't believe I didn't get the same class with PC and Wully!! There's only 4 people from (i knew) my older class in this new class... ;_; This is like so sad... huaaa.... I don't even know half of the class! I mean.. I might have seen them before.. but I never really know what's their name or their class.. They just seemed like strangers to me.. -__-; ugh.. and I'm suppose to be in this class for only 3 months!! They will change the class again after our first mid-semester! This is so unlikely. O yea, and I have like these stupid tests tommorow! Can you imagine that! TESTS on my second day at school!! Begini deh, kalo sekolahnya gak jelas... posted at 3:09:34 PM Friday, July 11, 2003 Huaa... asik deh kemaren dibeliin 5 dvd baru lagi... Akhir-akhir ini kok sepertinya gue kebanjiran dvd ya? semalem baru ditonton 2 dan hari juga niatnya mau nonton 2 lagi... :) O yea, my little sister, Shannon is coming here today. She's gonna stay for like 2 days or so... Timben banget si Mama mau ngasih Shannon nginep lagi... biasanya gak boleh dan gue harus nginep sana dulu... Sayang sekali waktu dia ngajak gue gak mau... ^^;; males sih... posted at 2:27:37 PM Wednesday, July 09, 2003 I went out to get my hair-cut yesterday! It's kinda weird.. because.. me, VQ, and my step-mom all had the same hair-cuts.. BTW, I also bought some CDs and I finally had the Chobits series DVD!!!!!!! posted at 3:09:40 PM Monday, July 07, 2003 Sorry, I didn't made an entry yesterday... I was out the whole day! kemaren pagi2 udah harus bangun siap-sipa ke Gereja soalnya Calvin mau dibaptis. Dan My dad jadi bapak baptisnya. Calvin dibaptis di gereja Stela Maris di Muara Karang. Jauh banget yah? gue juga blon pernah ke situ sebelomnya... But the rest of my family udah pernah waktu gladi resik kemaren yg gue gak ikut. Waktu itu kan gue pergi ke TA! Abis dari Gereja terus langsung have lunch di restoran yang namanya 'a satu' Itu juga pertama kalinya makan di situ. Lumayanlah, tapi karena semalam kurang tidur, jadinya ngantuk terus kurang bisa nikmatin makanannya. (Anyway, I ordered some noodles! XD~~) Abis dari lunch itu kita ke Mangga Dua Mall beli DVD sama some CDs. Padahal kemaren hampir beli DVD CHOBITS!! Tapi gak jadi karena udah kebanyakan beli... -____- that's not even a good reason.. I think.. Abis dari Mangga Dua, kita ke Town Square for dinner. (BTW, maaph bahasa gue ancur campur aduk!) And we had some ice creams too!! ^.^ On our way back home, we started some unusual conversation about having babies... OK, at first me and VQ were just asking them about how did we look when we were just born. But then, they started telling us story that Makes me think how would I get my first born-child.. ^^;; this..is..creepy.. posted at 4:28:40 PM Saturday, July 05, 2003 gue bosennnnnn~~~!!!!!!!!!!!! mana neh, kok yang laen gak pulang2??? bete abis nungguin dari tadi sendirian.. hixx.. posted at 9:58:07 PM i think blogger is having some problems in publishing my blog.. >:( my side bar won't show up!! posted at 8:23:17 PM Today was a blast! Wully, PC and I went to TA and took some sticker photos! At last.. we finally have a photo of the three of us together.. ^^ You know.. at school we are like glued to each other. Most people would probably think we always hang out together.. like go to the mall together or having a sleep over once a month. But in the real world.. we never really do stuff like that together. For instant, we've only went to the mall together twice, including today. Kinda surprising huh? And we never had a sleep-over.. But at school, we always went everywhere together. So we really had fun today! ^.^= Oma is celebrating her 16th birthday party by treating us to the movie this next monday. She ordered me to tell the others about this. So I messaged everyone about the plan. Unfortunately, Nnx Linda, Oma forever 'Lansia' soulmate couldn't come! What should I tell her?? FYI, Oma and Nenek are only nicknames. posted at 8:05:20 PM Friday, July 04, 2003 I joined the Indonesia Weblog Award. And during the award I will use this layout. Just temporarily though! ^^ posted at 10:08:55 PM I'm still making skins for blogskins.. ^^; this kinda make VQ annoyed.. cuz i spend most of my times on front of the computer and she gets boring on her own. Hehehe... what can I say? I love making new skins! Even though I know I'm not the best skin-designer out there ^^;;; posted at 4:58:55 PM Wednesday, July 02, 2003 HELP!! I can't stop making new skins for Blogskins!! HELP! I think I'm annoying some people there.. you know.. I kept submitting some skins with similar designs and different colours.. Other than that, my eyes hurt because I stare at the computer too long.. What am I kidding? I spend most of my days in front of my computer! ... ok so it didn't hurt that bad, but i'm really tired.. Anyway, I'm feeling kinda happy too. Cuz there so many nice people out there care about my skins and they actually liked it! Some nice people even emailed me about my skins.. I am soooo touched! *tear drops* Even some designers that I admire like eyesofglass and imspecial really liked my skins!! they gave me nice comments about my skins! posted at 5:39:30 PM And here's another one.. Lipstick posted at 12:28:29 PM I just submitted a bunch new skins at blogskins! Peaches~~ Blacky Orange Green hurt my eyes Bluez^^ posted at 12:25:19 PM |
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feeling so faithless...
lost under the surface... put under the pressure... holding to tightly...
walking in your shoes... caught in the undertow... afraid to lose control... right in front of you...
every second i waste... link me! numb... I'm tired of
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