nonama04_multicolored madness .||

20020124

...I'm getting really sick of this layout... -_-

Now... where should I start? From morning stuff or from the sun stuff and go the the icky stuff?... I'll go with the morning stuff first. Lesse, woke up feeling pretty sick, got to the car at around 6:45 but somehow managed to get to school with some extra time to go to the library oO;;; (wonder how that happened...?). Health. Was. Fun. Yup, yup, we had this 'what if' situation thing; one was about cheating in a test (cheat! XD), somebody vandalizing a car (why should I tell? The coach threatens me), and somebody telling that they wanted to commit suicide and made me promised not to tell anybody (if you want to die, you don't tell ANYONE, PERIOD). Was so~~ fun XD. Science was OK (but it was probably the most boring class of the day). PE... PE... was FUN (handball unit). It was like one of the funnest class EVER (even though I have a feeling that I was running on pure adrenalin; was chasing somebody through lunch ^^;;). WS/English sucks. I don't care if I fail that class anymore. I HATE the unit! I DESPISE the unit. I don't care about some Psychotic Guy (aka. Hitler) or some equally stupid thing that happened a long time ago (the Holocaust)! Ah! Me on a poetry bout right now! ^o^ I'm seeing this rather sickly boy with glasses (what the hell is with the glasses, Tara?!?!). Mungkin di akhir ceritanya dia mati? Dunno...

20020122

Ah, and -almost- everything is fine again ^.^

Tara is seeing Blood. Tara is seeing Ishuca. Tara is seeing Blood and Ishuca. That's all for today XD

20020119

It's worse than I thought~~~!!! I AM growing crazy!!!!!! Prove: I'm starting to like Kurosaki Nagare~~~~~!!!!!! Dia kan padahal rada jahat waktu Hisoka masih -literally- alive!!!!! But I can't help it~~~!!!! XD Oh, and I found a copy of Yami no Matsuei 11 (at la~~~~sstttt!!!!! kyaaaahaaaaa~~~~~~~~~!!! XD *runs around in circle, waving her YnM around*). Also saw Shaman King 17 and Hikaru no Go (vol. ?, forgot), I wanna get tapi keabisan uang ^^;; Harga buku raises a little gila! I wanna X17~~~!!! Ah! And Tria markers too! (Maruzen, Maruzen). Tapi enggak ada Copic.

20020118

I am a.... victim!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?! oO;;;;;;;; I was in a friend's house and we (they) were talking about well... guys. And somehow, the convertation turned to me and... eheh. ^^; Sebaiknya enggak I continue...? ^^;;;;; Tapi yg pasti aneh banget deh (I was sweatdropping all the way ;;;;;).

20020116

Bad news: Aku ini jahat? We've been half ignoring each other for the last... what? 3 days? I don't know whether it's me or him, but we don't really talk like we used to anymore. If this keeps up, I'm gonna go really, really depressed again *sob* Good news: ada yg tau "Ice Cold Demon's Tale" waiiiiii~~~~ and she's bringing the manga (kor. version) tommorow~~~!!!!!

20020114

And life gets weirder, and weirder, and weirder. Padahal waktu itu janji untuk ngisi setiap hari tapi ternyata either enggak sempet or males ^^;; sowweeee~~~ Tadi pagi, I don't know why, tapi waktu I got to health, suddenly I felt like mutilating someone. I don't know what I saw but I got that suddenly got that feeling. Abis keluar, I'm fine again! Aneh, ne?

20020112

Akhirnya, bisa main FFT juga... I really feel like ranting right now but I think I'll keep this one to myself cuz most of it are quite unpleasant. Btw, that kid in that movie is quite adorable ;P~~

20020110

It's either I'm falling or I'm imagining it or it's getting worse than I thought it would be. My god.

20020109

Hari ini ane~~~~~~~~~hhhh!!!!!!!!! Tadi in math (pilih kartu untuk seating arrangement), and bisa dapet tempat yg biasa kita dudukin kalo enggak milih~~~!!!! oO;;;; Pokoknya aneh banget deh! Gue di paling kiri, W di samping gue, K di depan gue, and G di samping si K. Weiiiiiiirrrrdddd. And a miracle happened: we actually stayed pretty quite in French! O.M.G. Hebat. Hari ini emang bener2 hari yg paling aneh but I like it anyways ^o^ Tapi yg gak enak terakhirnya, gue padahal mau keluar ama dia tapi ketemu temen di cafeteria... gue mo gemana lagi selain jalan ama temen gue? Satu2nya thing yg I don't like itu mereka sering ngomongin orang (as in, in a fun way, kayak nge-joke gitu tapi it'll go on for days) -_-**** sebeeeeee~~~~~~~llll!!!!!!!! Padahal aku mau jalan ama dia!!!! >.<*****

20020108

Ada orang baru~~~~~~!!!!!! Namanya Juli (kayaknya ada Korean name-nya tapi gue lupa)......... but for some odd reasons, I can't say it the proper way *sweatdrop* we spent quite a while laughing over my 'dificulties' ^^;;;;; AND dia suka RPG!!!!!!!!! Waiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~~~ XD I have 2 classes with Him. Again. Dunno whether I should be happy or to run around screaming "shit! shit!! shit!!!" (abis ada temen gue yg lainnya di kalas itu juga -_-;;;;;;; gawat).

20020107

It's almost 4 AM and I still can't sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!! *whimper* me nervous... Tan2- mungkin gue besok telpon; I have a weird feeling about this... *sniff* Semoga all the -literal- guys baek2 aja *whimper*

20020106

School starts tommorow and I'm having the bugs *shiver* Brrr~~

20020105

Kelupaan: Taaa~~~~nnn!!!! Emang bener yg kita pikir tentang Growlancer waktu itu (it still cracks me up everytime *snicker*)!!!! Tergantung loe ngomong apa, loe bisa jadi ama salah satu chara lainnya!!!!! Problemnya: gue gak tau kalo bisa jadi ama salah satu cowoknya ato enggak!!!!!! >.<***** I want Maxmillian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want Maxmilliaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~an!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wait... ato Hero1 yah? Gak(read:maybe)! Me want Maxmillian~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Muaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! Abis Wein tampangnya ampir persis Kamui/a bishounen that stars in a yaoi/s-ai series sih!! I just can't see him with a girl!!!!!! Do I want to see him with a girl? NOPE!!! XD I wanna see him with Maximillian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Found a Persona2 otelo thingy. It is just to cute XD. I'm addicted to it even though I can't play that well ^^;;

20020102

Fine me a complete Growlancer II guide and I'll do anything you want *goes on rampage for guide*

20020101

Two things: 1. A idea about a blind/half blind school boy doing something and that's as far as it goes... tbc. (going to be shota) 2. Another idea with yet another school boy w/glasses (not nerdy or anything like that, just a little shy and introverted)...tbc. (ditto) Why is everything I thought of lately turned out to be shota??? *sweatdrop* Not that I mind or anything, it's just a bit... dunno... quarter-weird?

I'm in hell -_-***. The whole fucking family is 'obssessed' with HP. Now, most people would probably think that that's a good thing because they'll be able to talk to them about the subject, but it's not (not for me anyway)! They're not obsessed w/ the ori. HP (and definitely not the one I like), they're obsessed with a 'modified' HP (oh, come on! They haven't even read the first book!). I feel like shouting "SHUT UP!!!" right now... And no, I am not going to tell them that they're wrong because that's just not me. I don't do that for family [I don't really like].